[before reading it, its a humble request to please go through 'Prologue']
Its 6 o'clock morning,I am on bed and trying hard to get asleep from last 2 hours, but I don't know why I am not getting sleep today.May be due to the chat with a 15 year old Brazilian girl.I don't know, I thought I'll not talk to her as it takes too much of time, but still.........?I want to recall the chat again and again that I did today, was there something so important in that chat that it takes my sleep away.
[07:35] lala: hi
[07:37] lala: .............
[07:47] lala: bleh
[07:48] lala: bleh
[07:48] lala: bleh
[07:48] lala: blah
[07:48] lala: bleh
[07:48] lala: blah
[07:48] lala: blah
[08:26] rajesh: hi
[08:27] lala: hello!!!
[08:27] rajesh: so, wats going on
[08:27] lala: very fine
///[08:27] rajesh: And, sorry for that day, I was a bit arrogant
//[08:28] rajesh: any waz, its night there na
//[08:28] lala: ok
//[08:28] lala: i forgif u
//[08:28] rajesh: thanx
//[08:29] lala: kk
//[08:29] rajesh: means
//[08:29] lala: i'm smiling
//[08:30] rajesh: so, I made the compensation
//[08:30] rajesh: That day i made u cry
//[08:30] lala: no
//[08:30] lala: i was joking
//[08:30] lala: 'cause i really send to u
//[08:30] lala: but u don't received
//[08:31] lala: i don't kwow the why
//[08:31] lala: this made me sad
//[08:31] rajesh: forget about that, i don't want your photo anymore
//[08:31] lala: 'cause u wasn't believe me
//[08:31] rajesh: sorry again
//[08:31] lala: but in my orkut has///
[08:32] rajesh: actually I am not checking my orkut for next 30 days
[08:32] lala: why/
[08:32] rajesh: just like that............
[08:33] rajesh: actually I made a resolution, I just want to be determined on that
[08:33] rajesh: noy any specific reason
[08:33] lala: oh ok
[08:34] rajesh: I am just weighing my determination
[08:34] lala: ok
[08:34] rajesh: U can read it in my profile in orkut also
[08:35] lala: but u're busy in this days/
[08:35] rajesh: ya, there is much load of project work now a days
[08:36] lala: r u tired
[08:36] rajesh: you are also studying na, how is student life there
[08:36] lala: ..........
[08:36] lala: for me isn't so busy
[08:36] rajesh: I hate being tired....................:)
[08:36] lala: 'cause i'm smart
[08:36] lala: yeah,i understand
[08:36] rajesh: you mean to say I am not smart
[08:37] lala: nono
[08:37] rajesh: OK, I accept
[08:37] lala: u r,u look like very smart
[08:37] lala: 'cause if u r busy
[08:37] lala: there are any gift for this
[08:38] rajesh: thanx
[08:38] lala: if u fight,u win
[08:38] lala: believe this
[08:38] rajesh: hey, while talkin to me, don't be serious
[08:39] lala: ok
[08:39] lala: ]
[08:39] rajesh: Actually, I am intensionally coining some situations to fight
[08:39] rajesh: After all, friends are meant to fight;)
[08:40] lala: u've to go out with yours friends
[08:40] rajesh: not today, tomorrow we have a grand party
[08:40] lala: uau
[08:41] rajesh: someone's b'day party.............
[08:41] lala: uau
[08:41] lala: finally
[08:41] rajesh: there u celebrate birthday's or not
[08:41] lala: me/
[08:41] lala: no/
[08:41] lala: was last month
[08:42] rajesh: what date......?
[08:42] lala: 16
[08:42] rajesh: Anywaz, happy BElated B'day
[08:43] lala: ok
[08:43] lala: thanks!!!
[08:43] lala: i am 15 years old!
[08:43] lala: uhu
[08:44] rajesh: Oooooooooooo great
[08:44] lala: i'm a tenn
[08:45] rajesh: but I am young--------------21..:D
[08:45] lala: :|
[08:46] rajesh: don't worry.........;)
[08:46] lala: i'm joking
[08:46] lala: u're very yuong yet
[08:47] rajesh: ya.......I am in intermediate phase
[08:47] lala: u're a grow tenn
[08:47] rajesh: I am just leaning , howww to become young?
[08:47] lala: ahah
[08:47] lala: be young is to live with happyness
[08:48] rajesh: thank you..............
[08:48] rajesh: and be teen to be even not aware of what is called worriness or sad
[08:49] lala: but it's the fase
[08:49] rajesh: In which standard you are
[08:50] lala: i don't care for what people think
[08:50] rajesh: means what?
[08:50] lala: i'm care for what i think right
[08:51] lala: and the right is what gos says
[08:51] lala: goD
[08:51] rajesh: that should be the approach
[08:51] lala: after/
[08:53] rajesh: It seems you are very mature
[08:53] lala: i've lost my parents
[08:54] lala: tht's why
[08:54] rajesh: I am very sorry, if I hurted you
[08:54] lala: no
[08:55] lala: ]
[08:55] lala: nothing
[08:55] lala: isn't your fault
[08:55] lala: ok
[08:55] lala: do u've sisters/
[08:55] rajesh: ya
[08:55] rajesh: we are two brothers and one sister
[08:56] lala: cool!
[08:56] lala: i don't have
[08:56] lala: but i have many cousins
[08:56] rajesh: Ok, then you can enjoy with them
[08:56] lala: aham
[08:57] rajesh: so, u are living with your uncle
[08:57] lala: yes
[09:02] rajesh: You read that mail in which I have sent conversations with God
[09:02] lala: aham
[09:02] rajesh: :>
[09:02] lala: i loved!
[09:02] rajesh: thanx
[09:02] lala: the bunner too
[09:02] rajesh: I will continue msging youif you like
[09:03] lala: i would love
[09:03] lala: ]
[09:07] rajesh: How you lost your parents, SORRY IF I AM GETTING PERSONAL
[09:08] lala: no
[09:08] lala: cancer
[09:08] lala: both
[09:09] rajesh: cANCER DUE TO ANY SPECIFIC REASON
[09:10] lala: i don't kwow speak in englhish
[09:10] lala: diferent in the both cases
[09:10] lala: my father was 'cause the cigarrete
[09:11] rajesh: yoy don't smoke na
[09:12] lala: me/
[09:12] rajesh: ya, because I came to no in west, Girls are also smoking
[09:13] lala: no
[09:13] rajesh: Thank GOG
[09:13] rajesh: GOD
[09:13] lala: yes
[09:13] lala: i don't wanna day
[09:14] rajesh: why?
[09:14] lala: die
[09:14] lala: i din't wanna die 'cause the cigarrete
[09:15] rajesh: Well u are not going to die by any such raeson
[09:15] rajesh: God can't be so cruel
[09:15] lala: YTHANKS
[09:16] lala: i've to go
[09:16] lala: i've to study now
[09:16] rajesh: Ok then
[09:16] rajesh: Good Night
[09:16] rajesh: Sweet Dreams
[09:16] lala: for u too
[09:16] lala: god blles u
[09:16] rajesh: U didn't tell me in which class u read
[09:17] lala: if i tell u in portuguse,u can translate/
[09:17] rajesh: ya
[09:17] lala: oitava série
[09:18] rajesh: in english , its class 'eight'
I feel something is there that touches my emotion or may I am the only person like that.From intermediate and above, i have seen so many of my friends who started smoking because its a fashion today.
I still remember that episode of 'school -days' a series on DD1 on sunday 12:00 clock on that days, which was based on student life. In that when a student asked to his friened who was smoking at that time, the reason for smoking, the friend replied-'CIGRATTE PIYUNGA TO LAGUNGA MAIN FINE AUR CLASS KI SABHI LADKIYAN DENGI MUJHE LINE'.(If I smoke, I will look smart and then,girls of my class will flirt with me)
From that time onwards I experienced it true at many occasions and sometimes i was thinking of should I start smoking due to that minor or major reason(that I have not started yet), but then I think can I forgive myself ever if I can produce one more 'lala'(the brazilian girl with I was chatting).
'lala', who is looking outside for emotional support and love, which she has supposed to get from her parents.
Is the previous reason suffient enough to start smoking or this reason is sufficient enough for someone to quit smoking?????????
May be one night is not sufficient to take a decision about two lifes..
Friendship
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